I haven't been around much the last month or so. I've been on an emotional roller coaster. Things are definitely better now. Without going into too much detail, something happened that I wasn't expecting or prepared for. It took me by surprise and set me off on the roller coaster. I was a wreck and what was worse is that the reason for it didn't even realize it.
I've finally managed to get over that hiccup in the road and things are going better. I feel like myself again.
I started keeping a journal again. I used to do this as a teenager but stopped. I picked it up again. It really helps to get everything out that needs to be out. Yes I did turn to my friends for help as well but at times I felt it was hard to express myself. In my journal writing, I felt free. Writing my feelings and thoughts down really helped to get my emotions under check.
I haven't dealt with this much emotion in a long time.
The surprise of it all took me off guard but the realization that I was the only one that was feeling anything about the situation helped me to see things in a new light.
I am happy that my friends were the sounding boards that I needed to get over this. Prayer helped immensely as well.
Since I am the only one in the situation that anything changed for I will not go into detail. Just know that I am sorry for being MIA. I will try harder to be more present in the future.
I have recorded and uploaded some new unboxings on my YouTube channel for you to watch. I hope you enjoy them!
Thanks for understanding!
Until next time ....
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